Chapter 4. Focusing on Jamie and more...

As Greg walked away I suddenly realized why I was there and that for the past twenty minutes Jamie was alone. I ran not knowing where I was going but hoping I could find my brother. I looked and looked for the next ten minutes and found nothing but boys but no Jamie. Just as I was about to give up I heard a voice and turned to see my brother behind me.

"Where ya been big brother?"

"Talking to someone I know. Are you okay?"

"Yeah so far I haven't seen him and I am fine. Are you going to watch over me now?"

"Yes, I am sorry I got distracted but I won't again I promise."

"Okay I am gonna go play then."

"Sure Jeremy go ahead I am here now but I would like to get something to eat though."

"Its okay go ahead I will stay close for a little bit."

I went and grabbed a milk and egg sandwich and came and sat on the bench and ate it while he watched me from a little bit away knowing he couldn't get too close because he might tip off the bully and ruin what I have planned. After I finished I went over and waved him off. He left and I watched as he went about his fun and playing as he joined up with a few of his friends. Things were quiet and almost boring for the next hour. He got up and headed to the bathroom and I followed along from a good distance. As he came out the fun began. He was immediately approached by the kid and I was within five feet of them in seconds. They were just feet from the bathroom door so it was easy to get involved without any suspicion. He had Jeremy by the collar as I approached.

"Hey you! I yelled out what are you doing to that kid?"

"Nothing, we are playing why don't you go find something else to do!"

I walked up to the kid who was a good foot smaller then I was not that it mattered.

"Why don't you let go of that kid's shirt before I get mad?"

"What's it to you?"

"It's nothing to me except that I don't care to see anyone get picked on."

"I wasn't pickin on the kid we are friends and I was just playing with him."

"Is that so? Hey kid are you friends with this big jerk?"

"Nope mister he is just looking for trouble," Jeremy replied to me.

By now a few of the others came over and were watching.

"Hey that's the kid that took money from me." One of them yelled out.

"You took money from that little kid?" I said to him.

"No... errrrr I was just..."

"You were what? Taking money from the little kids because you are bigger and fatter then they are?"

"I aint fat jerk off!"

I grabbed him by his shirt and pulled him to me as about four others watched.

"What did you call me?"

"Nothing!"

I threw him down backwards onto the grass and stood over him.

"You called me a jerk off!"

I leaned in on the heavyset kid and put my weight on his belly.

"I don't like that one bit fatty... as I pushed a little harder and he turned red. And if I find out that you bother one more of any of these kids while I am here I will make sure you get hung up by your underwear on the flagpole while you are still in them and that should make for some good laughs and bust your balls some too!"

"No please don't do that I swear I won't bother any of them for anything again. I swear!"

I leaned in a little closer and put my knee into his balls.

"Now what about what you took from them?" I asked as I applied a little more pressure and they began to giggle at what I was doing.

"Please you are hurting me get off my balls."

The giggles turned to laughs as the other kids heard him say balls and began laughing. I got off his balls and he started to breath again.

"You wanna give them back their money fatty or do I have to really push harder next time?"

"No honest mister I swear I will give them everything just please don't do that again."

"And you promise you won't pick on one more kid or your ass goes up that flag pole?"

"I swear I will be good I swear!!"

I helped him to his feet and he immediately took out the cash in his pocket and the other kids came over and got what he took from them back. Jeremy took back his money as I watched and he still had five bucks left.

"What about that five bucks?"

"Its mine honest but if you want you can have it as long as you don't hurt me. I grabbed it and handed it to Jeremy. "Okay everyone take off...show's over now!"

They all turned to leave and I grabbed him by the shirt.

"Remember I will be watching you and if one of these kids tells me about you again your balls are dead and you will be hanging from them from that flag pole over there!"

"I swear I won't cause anymore problems for anyone I swear!"

I let go and he took off without looking back. After he was out of site Jeremy came over and gave me a big hug.

"Thanks big brother you really got him good."

"Yeah I guess I did."

"You made all of us laugh when you crushed his balls."

"I know and make sure you don't tell mom what I did okay."

"No way man. I would never tell her!"

"Okay Jer go have fun and I'll see you later I think you and the others are okay now he won't bother you again."

"I know, see you later PJ."

He took off and joined his friends and they all went to play as I headed off to check out a few more things before 11:30 came.

"Hey kid."

I stopped and looked at who said that.

"You mean me?"

"Yeah you come here for a second."

It was a counselor and he looked to be about sixteen or older.

"What's up?"

"I haven't seen you here before but I did see what you did to fatty."

"You mean you saw me threaten him?"

"Yeah I have been wanting to do that to him for weeks now. Kid is a royal pain in the ass but we aren't allowed to touch them."

"Yeah but I can."

"Not really I can have you thrown out of here for that."

"I know but?"

"But I won't because the little shit deserves it."

"Thanks but I won't be around much longer I just came to protect my brother and make sure that fat ass didn't do that to another kid."

"I kinda figured that. What's your name?"

"PJ." I said.

He held out his hand.

"Nice to meet you PJ, my name is Rick."

"Nice to meet you too Rick."

I eyed him over he was about five inches bigger then I was and not bad looking. I bet he would make for a good time. I thought to myself.

"So you have a brother here?"

"Yeah Jeremy."

"Oh yeah I know him he's an all right kid. Young one right?"

"Yeah only eight."

"Yeah I thought so, his first year here?"

"Yup first year second day. So how long have you been coming here?"

"Since I was the same age as your brother I went from a regular to counselor. This is my first year as one you have to be 16 to be a junior counselor I waited till someone asked me if I wanted to help out and the money isn't that bad so I said yes. I'm 17 now and so far this isn't too bad for a summer job."

"Awesome. It pays that is great."

"Yeah it pays some. Beats mowing lawns."

"Yeah I bet."

"I'll keep an eye on your brother for you but he seems to have friends."

"Yeah he makes them easily at school and here too from what I see."

"I know what you mean how about you?"

"Not really I have just a few."

"Well now you have one more PJ I like how you do things."

"Thanks Rick. You live around here?"

"Yup sure do. A few blocks away easy walk and I go to Manchester Regional."

"Oh wow I hear that's an awesome school."

"It's pretty good. Where do you go?"

"Woodruff High."

"Oh that's not a bad place either."

"I wouldn't know I just graduated from 8th grade and I am starting there in the fall."

"You should like it and if you have any problems just find a kid named Tommy Johnson he's a senior and a good friend of mine. Anyone gives you any crap tell him you know me and what's going on and he will take care of it for you. If you are into that kinda thing. Some guys take care of themselves but it never hurts to have someone bigger then you to have your back."

"Yeah I got ya thanks a lot Rick."

"He's a football player over there and has a lot of respect from other kids from what I hear. Not a bad lineman either. He kicks some ass on the field."

"Maybe I'll go watch a few games."

"That would sure help you get out there and see some stuff if you aren't into being around people."

"How did you know that?"

"From what you said before, only having a few friends. Most guys have lots of friends by now."

"Yeah, well I guess I am just one to have a few close friends and not a lot of friends overall."

"Hey no need to explain PJ I understand when I was your age I was the same way. Between 13 and 15 I hardly hung out with anyone outside of two or three guys. We are still really close but I have more friends now and well you get the point."

"Yeah I do thanks. You a senior too Rick?"

"Nope Junior, I got into a little trouble at thirteen and it took a good adult friend to explain to me that what I was into wasn't good. Thankfully he got thru to me and straightened me out or I might be in jail by now."

"Wow, guess you got lucky?"

"A little PJ, a little."

"Hey Rick how strong is Tommy?"

"Strong like a freakin bull he has arms that are huge and might make himself a pro someday if he keeps going why?"

"Just have a friend who might need some help."

"Really can you tell me more?"

"Not yet because the kid goes here and I don't want to have any problems."

"Okay no problem enough said but if you need help you tell me and we can talk to Tommy and he would do anything to help me if I need it."

"Can I ask why he would do anything for you?"

"Sure I don't mind PJ I like you and feel like I can trust you so I don't mind talking about things."

"Thanks Rick."

"Like I said when I was 13 I got into some stuff, drugs and that adult friend who helped me out was Tommy's older brother Billy. He is 26 now and if it wasn't for him kicking some sense into me I wouldn't have made it but he was 22 at the time and I hung out with Tommy sometimes and Billy took a liking to me. One day he saw what I was doing and I guess he made a point of finding me and having a long talk with me. Let's say that the talk he had not only hurt some but it made me see the light before things got any worse."

"He kicked your ass huh?"

"He kicked my ass around the corner up the block and back home all the time he made sure I heard what he had to say and after he was done I was kinda sore for a week but I never went back to drugs again. Even now when I see Billy which is usually during football season he makes sure he talks to me and asked me how things are. He is awesome PJ totally awesome."

"What does he do?"

"He just went into the police academy."

"Guess that makes sense."

We both laughed.

"Yeah sure does."

"What time is it Rick do you know?"

"Yeah it's almost 11am why your mom coming soon?"

"Yeah in about thirty minutes."

"That's good. You promise we will talk again kid?"

"Sure I would like that you are great to talk to Rick."

"Thanks PJ so are you."

He raked his hand through my hair messing it some. I really like him and I wonder if he is... nah I don't feel it. But wouldn't it be awesome if he were gay...

"So what else you into PJ?"

"Not much I study and just hang with my friends."

"Oh I see. You into girls?"

"Nah... not really."

I bowed my head trying not to give anything away. Rick seemed to be able to read me and I didn't want him finding out I was gay if he wasn't.

"Hey PJ that didn't sound like much guy... its okay if you aren't. I'm not really even at my age. They are really a pain and I hang with the guys a lot. It's more fun for me... I hate trying to figure out chicks. They kinda drive me crazy."

Wow that sounds like something's up there. Now I wonder even more if he is... well I won't say it.

"So you aren't into girls? Oh sorry that didn't come out right... I didn't mean it like..." my voice trailed off in embarrassment.

"Its okay you don't have to explain yourself all the time PJ some things just don't need to be explained. Maybe one day when or if we see each other again and talk more I'll tell you more stuff but for now I think I better do my job before I get yelled at by the head counselor. I'll catch up with you again big guy and don't forget you need me or any help you find me or if I am not around find Tommy at school and mention my name he will know about you and gladly help. I'll make sure when I see him to tell him you're all right."

"Thanks a lot Rick. See ya."

He headed off and in a way I was glad. A little more talking and he was bound to learn more about me then I might want him to know. All I did was think about Rick as I walked back to the meeting spot. Almost to the point where I forgot about Drew. That didn't take long though as my mom pulled up and I got into the car he came right to mind. Now I was excited and scared about what might happen between us when I got home.

"So how did it go dear?"

"It went great. The kid won't bother any of them again if he knows what's good for him and I made a friend with one of the older guy counselors too, his name is Rick and... well lets just say I made a friend."

"Okay well that is great. I am glad it all went well. So when Jeremy comes home tonight he should be in a much better mood."

"Yup he should be."

She reached into a bag and pulled out a cell phone and handed it to me.

"Here you go just as I promised you."

"AWESOME, thanks mom. But how did you know it would be okay?"

"Because you are my son and I had faith in you to do what was right to protect your brother."

I smiled.... More like beamed at her with delight.

"Now the only thing I ask is you don't waste minutes PJ you have plenty of time on it but the first time I check and see time going like crazy you will lose the phone. Okay?"

"Sure mom I totally understand. How much time do I have?"

"You have 1000 minutes a month and if you exceed that amount one time you lose the phone for good we don't have extra cash with the building of your room and..."

"Yeah I know I promise I will be good with it mom, I promise, thanks!"

She didn't say another word and took off to drive me home. We pulled into the driveway and I got out.

"Okay you have the phone and I can reach you so I am going back out to take care of things. You have my number and can reach me if anything comes up now at anytime."

"Yup I sure can."

"Okay have a good day I will be home around 5pm and when your brother gets home we are having pizza tonight for dinner from Pasta palace."

"Awesome what a great day so far!"

"Yes I know it's your favorite place. See you later."

"Bye mom."

She drove off and I was crazy happy as I headed to Drew's house. I heard someone yell for me and I turned around, it was Josh. I turned and walked his way. We met in front of my house.

"Can we talk?"

"Sure Josh."

"No I mean in private, in your house?"

"Sure."

I went and opened the door and we went inside.

"What's up?"

"This isn't easy for me to tell you PJ but I have to okay so please don't laugh or make it harder then it already is."

"You have my word I won't laugh at you besides you should already know I wouldn't do that."

"I know PJ but I had to say it because I wanted to tell you... That I love you but I am sorry I didn't say it sooner. I just never figured I would lose you to anyone and I kept putting it off every day and when I saw you with Andrew I just lost it and I didn't know how serious things were but I figured I would still have a chance... till the other night when you really gave it to me outside."

A tear rolled down his cheek.

"Sorry PJ."

He wiped his face.

"I know you care a lot about Andrew and I don't have a chance in hell at getting you back but I had to tell you this before things got any further out of hand. I wanted to tell you the other night and I almost said it a few times but you were so mad I couldn't bring myself to say it and know you knew I meant it."

"You said it Josh. You said it loud and clear when you kissed me that way."

"Sorry about that I didn't mean to..."

"Stop... okay just stop. Whether you meant it or not it was good, no it was awesome. Josh I love you and that will never change but right now I have something special with a boy who wanted me enough to tell me so. I don't want to hurt you again but he said it first and he meant it. If that ever changes and you are still around and still want me then we will talk. I don't want you waiting if something good comes along for you but I just thought you should know that. You are and always will be very special to me for what you taught me and showed me and for what we did together even if it wasn't a real touchy feely thing."

"PJ I swear if you ever come back to me I will treat you like gold."

"Josh please don't say things like that. It just makes it harder for me to leave you. If I didn't love you I wouldn't care what I said or did to you Joshua but you still have a little piece of my heart and no matter what you own that. Who knows what will happen tomorrow or even next week but as long as Drew treats me the way he has and is honest with me and so on he will have me. I want you to become his friend Josh I know that is asking a lot but it will show him something and me how much your words really are true. Do you think you can try and be friendly with him?"

"I hate the thought PJ but I will try for you only because you asked. I'll try I promise I will do my best."

"Thanks Josh. That means a lot to me almost to the point of this..."

I reached out to him and pulled him to me and placed a nice kiss on his lips. He didn't pull away actually he rapped his arms around me and pulled me to him. We kissed for a little bit and I liked it a lot. Finally we broke the hold on one another.

"I was really a fool PJ I could have had you and been doing that for a while if I wasn't so stupid. I really love how that feels and well... lets just say holding you makes me feel really good in a few places."

"I'm sorry Josh and at the same time really happy that I can make you feel that way. Like I said you will be there for me if it matters if something happens between Drew and me that... well you understand I don't want to say it again."

"Yes I understand. Thanks for everything PJ and I will do my best to get to know him and see how things go from there."

"Thanks Josh that means a lot to me."

"I'll let you go over and see him now PJ and I'll be around if you need me."

"There is one thing I can do for you if you want before you go Josh."

"What's that?"

I walked over to him and put my hand on his pants.

"This Josh... this is a one time thing as a thank you for teaching me so much."

I grabbed his soft cock through his shorts.

"No PJ you don't have to its okay."

I looked at him.

"Josh just once will you shut up and enjoy something?"

He didn't say anything as I went back to groping his cock through his shorts. After a few seconds his eyes closed. I walked him over to the couch and he sat down. Right or wrong this was gonna happen. I went back to playing with him and watched as he grew hard right through his shorts. After another minute I grabbed the waistband of his shorts and tugged. For once he didn't say anything he just lifted his ass off the couch and let me pull them down. Seconds later I was freeing his hard monster and it sprung up standing straight out right at me. It was the first good view I had of it and it had to be as big as or a little bigger than mind. I stroked it a few times and he opened his eyes and looked at me.

"How big is it Josh?"

"6.5"

"Nice."

I said as I once again started stroking it. Within a few minutes he had precum forming at the hole and was no longer talking or watching. I sped up a little and he let out a moan as his breathing got faster and his belly moved quicker. I knew the signs and he was close. A few more strokes and he blasted his first shot as he let out a loud moan not holding back anything. He shot three more times all missing me but landing on the carpet some place as I squeezed out the last dribbles of cum and watched them roll down the underside of his stiff tool. I let go and watched the life slowly come back into his face. I didn't get any on me but he was a mess. As he opened his eyes he opened his mouth.

"Thank you PJ... if I knew...."

I got up and put a finger on his lips.

"Not a word Joshua not a word, that was for you... special and you take it and enjoy it from me with a special thanks for everything you taught me, no comments needed but this one... if I knew you were so awesome and looked so good I would have grabbed this thing a lot sooner and made you enjoy this way before now."

I said as I grabbed it once more and gave it a good squeeze making him jump a little. So with that said you go clean up and remember this for the future Joshua. I love you and will always love you some but for now you are my friend and nothing more. I stroked his softening cock a few more times as I got up and he smiled but didn't say a word. I let go and went to wash in the kitchen as he went upstairs to clean up. He came down a little later smiled at me and said thanks as he opened the door. I grabbed his arm as he went to leave and he turned to me.

"One more thing Josh."

I leaned in and kissed him once more on the lips.

"You will always be my friend Josh and I hope more than anything that we can still talk, hang out, and do things together."

"We will PJ I promise. After today I know how you feel and I pretty much know how I feel and I know it's my fault but even more, I know I still have you as my friend and maybe even a better friend now then we were before. Thanks again for what you did PJ."

"See you around, don't be a stranger Josh."

"I promise I won't be PJ. Thanks for everything it was the best I ever had and I will never forget it I swear!"

With that he turned and walked out not looking back. I shut the door and started to cry as soon as he cleared the doorway. I sat and cried for a little bit and when I felt better I went and washed up and then headed over to see AJ and maybe to a new experience for both of us. It was just before 1pm when I knocked on AJ's door. He opened it and smiled at me.

"Boy I never thought you were gonna get here I almost called you three times but I waited..."

As he was talking I walked in and shut the door behind me and as he was talking about how long I took I shut him up with a kiss. We wrapped our arms around each other and held that kiss, opened our mouths and made it a special moment... but only a moment.

"Now did that quiet you down AJ?"

"Yeah but where were you? Your mom said you were gonna be home by noon and its 1pm."

"Sorry but I had a special visitor and it was Josh."

"Ohhhhh, that explains a lot about why you are late."

"Oh yeah.., I am sure it helps you to understand."

I took out my new cell phone and waved it in front of AJ.

"You got it already? Damn your mom is awesome!"

"Yeah and yeah!"

I went over and wrote down the phone number for him. Then I looked at him.

"Huh?" He said.

"Yes I got it already and yes my mom is awesome."

He laughed.

"So how did it go with your brother and with Josh... gee so much has happened today already."

"Yeah I know I took care of the bully problem..."

I went on and explained it all to him as we sat next to each other on his couch. We rubbed each other a little on the leg and touched on another around our chests. Finally I finished telling him about how I threatened the kid, got the others their money back, and met Rick which really interested him for some reason. I didn't tell him much about Josh because that was private.

"So you like the part about Rick huh... you want him don't you..."

I was totally busting him and the look on his face was priceless.

"PJ how could you say that?"

I bust out laughing and he went from shock to awe in five seconds.

"You suck... you had me going and I fell for it all the way!"

He punched me in the arm.

"Awww did I upset my widdle Drewy?"

I leaned in and gave him a kiss on the lips. When we broke the kiss he looked at me.

"I'll give you Drewy... later when I got your balls in my hand we will see what you are calling me... like sir, master... and all that."

I smiled and looked at him...

"What? He said.

"Sir? Master?" I laughed. "Yes sir... I will suck you off sir..."

"Knock it off you dick!" he said sarcastically to me.

I started to laugh...

"Boy one day with you and suddenly you really went from shy to mister man!"

"I don't know if that is a good thing or not..." he said getting up from the couch.

"Oh it's a good thing... a real good thing..." I said stepping up to him going in for another kiss. We kissed and then I looked deep into his awesome eyes.

"Cause you are my mister man and I want to go get in bed with you and see what happens..."

He was smiling now.

"You gotta admit AJ we both changed a lot in one day. Yesterday morning you were a scared 14 year old who was curious about sex and I was a worried 13 year old who thought he was gonna get beat up by someone he thought was a bully, boy was I wrong!"

We both laughed.

"Yeah that could have backfired in 50 different ways but it didn't and I found you and I haven't stopped smiling since I got home from the movies last night... I even dreamt about you."

That stopped me in my tracks.

"You had a dream about me?"

"Yeah, what's wrong PJ, you look like you saw a ghost or something."

"Oh it's nothing..."

I didn't want to tell him what was happening he would probably think I was nuts and never want to talk to me again if he knew.

"Are you sure? When I said I had a dream you turned white... come on don't hold back now... we have been sharing everything PJ and I don't want one thing to come between our friendship... what happened just now?"

I looked at him.

"AJ... I love you and I trust you but I can't talk about this to you yet... please trust me and when I am ready I promise I will tell you what is going on. I swear it's nothing bad, I am not in trouble, and no one is hurt okay? Trust me?"

"Okay PJ... for now I will but no more turning white like that. You scared the shit out of me."

"Sorry. It just caught me off guard. So was it a good dream AJ?"

"Oh yeah, I dreamed we did it and we both were screwing like bunnies all day and we both fell asleep naked and almost got caught by my mom when she came home from work early."

"That sounds good and scary. What if she did come home early today?"

"Its not gonna happen... the job my mom has she wouldn't come home unless she was sick and if she was she would always call me first to tell me."

"So no matter what she would call?"

"She does every day and even if she didn't we would know when we heard her car or the door slam. We are safe PJ I promise; besides we will be in my room with the door locked too."

"Okay, I trust you to know all that. Let's go... I am getting horny just thinking about this."

We headed up to his room and as soon as he shut and locked his door he turned to me and pulled his shirt off and threw it on the floor. I followed doing the same. Next his shorts came off and so did mine. Now we were both in our boxers and sporting wood.

"Are you are hot, hard, and horny as I am?" I asked him.

"Maybe more... you wanna go first or should I?"

"No I don't want you too but what I do want is for you to get on your bed just that way. I want to play first."

"Sure."

Without saying another word he got on his bed. He has a queen size bed and its huge compared to my small bunk bed. I sure wish after my room was done next week my parents could get me a bigger bed too. It's a good thing the guys who are doing the work are off this week too because with all the stuff going on in my life I can't imagine how weird it would be to try and talk like I have to Josh and AJ in the house with them doing all that banging or worse listening to what I was saying. They chose a good week to take off... but anyway back to my boy.

He is now on his bed with a huge lump in his boxers and I am crawling up to that lump right now.

"Gee what is this?" I said mockingly, pointing to that lump.

I reached out and touched it running my fingers over it and AJ's eyes closed. I played a little more in the same spot and he began to squirm around some.

"Please PJ that is just so weird... it feels awesome and tickles at the same time and I can't take it because it's such a sensitive spot you are playing with... the tip of my cock ... please PJ you do it much longer and I might cum or pee accidentally."

"I see... thanks for telling me that... now I know where to touch you to totally rock your world."

"Shit! I can't believe I just did that... one freaking day and you already know something to totally rule me!"

I laughed...

"Don't worry AJ I am sure after today we will both know plenty about every sensitive spot on each others bodies and that will just make things even better."

"I guess you are right PJ... sometimes I don't think... I worry way too much."

"You might worry AJ but I swear as much as I am loving this and loving you... you have nothing to worry about with me! If things keep getting better and better who knows what will happen between us."

"That's a little scary just hearing you say it PJ. I never thought I would be this close to anyone so fast especially a boy!"

"I totally understand now shall I get back to what I was doing, you are getting soft?"

"Oh sorry... just please don't stay at that one spot PJ if you do I swear I might pee. You rubbed there for another ten seconds and I was going to lose my mind."

I smiled and went back to that same spot but I did move around after a few second as he grew hard again almost instantly. This is fun!!! I am so sorry I waited so long to try this with any boy... I can't imagine what Josh would do if I had him in the same way. Josh... damn why does everything keep coming back to him... no matter what. I love the boy I am with and still I think about him.

"PJ... PJ!"

"Oh sorry I was thinking..."

"Yeah I could tell you were a million miles away and I am getting soft again."

"I'm sorry AJ. It won't happen again."

He smiled as me as I ran my finger over his boxers slit again making his cock instantly jump at my touch. After a while he couldn't get any harder and the wet spot in his boxers told me it was time to move on.

"You want to take them off or you want me to slip them off?"

"You can do it PJ."

I grabbed them at the bottom as he lifted his butt off the bed and I pulled. They fought a little with his stiffness doing most of the fighting and finally I was able to yank them down. He sprung up and stood straight up for me. I swear I never saw something so big before. I got closer and took in a smell of his boy meat. Another new thing. I am closer to his now then I have ever been to mine with my own mouth.

"You ready AJ... this is gonna be a first for me too so I hope I do it right."

I got closer and finally I was inches away. He was not only huge he has some thickness to his giant stick. I opened my mouth and put it over the head of his cock and it tasted really weird but not bad as I started to suck him. I went up and down a few times and his eyes closed.

"Awww man that feels so awesome!"

I started to go faster and faster as I got him wetter. I was now in a rhythm and he was helping by pumping his hips upward as I went down almost gagging me a few times as he tried harder and harder to fuck my mouth. I could taste more and more of his salty release as I worked harder and harder on getting him to his happy place.

"Stop!" he yelled out.

I immediately stopped and backed off as he scared me with his shouting.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing... I'm sorry PJ but if you kept going I was gonna blow into your mouth and I want to enjoy this more."

"Ohhh, you should have said that before I would have gone slower."

"No you did fine, I just don't wanna cum yet. I wanna do you now but don't cum okay."

"I'll try." I said to him.

I got into the same spot he was in and left my boxers on. Being inexperienced he did just about the same thing I did to him, back to me and his touch sent chills and crazy feelings throughout my entire body. I now knew what he meant by the feeling as he rubbed the tip of my cock at its most sensitive point and it drove me wild after ten second. I too was now squirming but before I said anything he moved on and ran his fingers up and down my hard shaft even though they were still in my boxers.

"Okay PJ I had enough lets get you naked too."

I lifted my butt up and he pulled my boxers down and freed my rock hard penis from their hold. He grabbed hold of it and stroked it till my eyes shut and then attempted to put it into his mouth. He seems to struggle with something and when I opened my eyes I could see the look on his face and it told me he apparently wasn't into the taste of my precum or something else was wrong. He kept trying as I watched him struggle with taking the head of my cock into his mouth. It wasn't fun at all to see the boy I love fight back fear or whatever it was that was stopping him. Finally he just gave in and dove down taking about half of my cock into his mouth and as he closed his lips and pulled off of me the sensation was amazingly powerful. His warm mouth sent me to a level I had never felt before even without cumming and my toes curled as I enjoyed what he was doing. He didn't last long as he quickly let my cock fall from his lips and started to stroke me.

"I'm sorry PJ but it just bothers me so I am gonna jerk you off."

"Its okay, that still feels good."

"I wanna touch your butt hole is that okay?"

"Sure just be careful no one has ever done that before."

He smiled at me as he stroked me a bit faster. He reached down and in between my cheeks and immediately found my hole. If was totally weird but after he ran his finger over it a few times it went from weird to almost exhilarating. It made his stroking me feel even better if that were possible.

"I'm getting close AJ. You might want to stop now."

As I said that he let go of me and my cock flopped up hitting me and staring straight up at me.

"You want to do anything else?"

"Yeah AJ I wanna play with your butt hole."

"Okay but please be gentle... like you no one has ever been there before."

"I promise I will."

He got on all fours and left me with easy access to his butt. I reached in with one finger and he jumped at first but as I rubbed his hole over and over he began to accept the sensations I was giving him.

"That is awesome PJ... see what happens if you slide a finger in me a little."

I did as he said easily running my index finger in about an inch. He shuddered as I pulled out and went back in a few times but he didn't say a word or try to stop me so I went in a little more. I kept going deeper and deeper and I noticed he was rock hard between his legs and I was almost all the way in his butt with my finger. I used a little lube and wasn't having a problem now as I went in and out of his butt. He began to moan a little and that told me I must be doing something right.

"Go faster... it feels awesome!"

He said to me. So I sped up what I was doing and I noticed a little bit of precum starting to drip from his cock now.

"You getting close?"

"Uh huh... it feels awesome. I want you to try and stick your dick in me PJ. If your finger is doing that I can't imagine what your hard cock will do. Please fuck my ass but be careful."

I said okay and brought my already stiff cock up to his butt hole. I put some lube on it and started to push inside him. He made a weird noise at first but as soon as the head of my cock was in his butt he got all quiet. I pushed again and he gasped but didn't stop me. Slowly I went in more and more and then he yelled stop.

"You must have hit something because it hurts when you push now."

"I think I know AJ... try pushing like you are taking a dump. That might work."

He did as I said and I could feel the pressure ease as I pushed again.

"That did it PJ... try again."

I was already one step ahead and pushing. I was more then half way in his butt now.

"You want me to go further or should I start pumping?"

"Whatever you want PJ it feels weird like I gotta take a dump but it feels good too!"

I pushed into my fourteen year old lovers butt hole once more and again he let out a gasp stopping me.

"Wow that was a sharp pain but its okay PJ don't stop just go really slow. It feels good too!"

I did as he asked going slow and right after that I was in all the way. I now had my 6" of boy meat inside his butt all the way.

"I'm in all the way I am gonna start now okay AJ?"

"Yeah just slowly please."

"Yeah I promise I will."

I pulled out almost all the way and he pushed as I was exiting him. I quickly thrusted back into him as easily as I could and again I could hear him whimper and shutter some. I pushed in as far as I could and he jumped once more as I hit his tender spot.

"Ahhhhh man I gotta get used to that!" he said.

"Push!" I commanded.

He did as told and freed me to enter more again. We did that three more time as I begged him to relax before I was able to go all the way out and back in him without him complaining about pain. I was now starting a rhythm and he occasionally would tighten his butt muscle on my cock and the feeling was impossible to describe. I was to the point now where he was loose and I had no problem going in and out. I was getting closer and closer with each push inside him now.

"I'm getting close AJ what do you want me to do?"

"I don't care PJ it just feels so fucking awesome do what you want!" he panted at me.

I figured what the hell and I kept plowing in and out and I felt my balls tighten up and that pleasure getting closer and closer and finally I couldn't take it anymore and I pushed in as hard as I could as my balls almost met his and I let fly and started to cum up his ass. The feeling totally floored me as I pumped everything I had inside his hot, tight asshole. I pulled out of him and collapsed to the bed as I floated off into no where land. When I finally opened my eyes he was no where to be found and I got worried. I got off the bed and went looking for him. I found him in the bathroom sitting on the toilet.

"You okay AJ?"

"Yeah I think so. After you came up my ass I suddenly felt like I had to go bad so while you were off enjoying yourself I ran down the hall to here and this is where you found me."

"Are you hurt?"

"No, not at all. I just had to suddenly go really bad."

"Want me to go wait in the bedroom?" I said thru the cracked bathroom door.

"Yeah would you please? I won't be long and this is embarrassing enough."

I turned and headed back to his room.

"Hey PJ..."

I stopped and turned around.

"Yeah?"

"Nice ass man! You look awesome walking away!"

I pointed at him and laughed and went back to his room to wait. A few minutes later he was out and walking back into his room still totally naked.

"Wow that was awesome but I swear the feeling was messed up afterwards."

"Sorry." I said.

"Hey nothing to be sorry about, you asked me what to do and I told you... it was feeling so totally awesome I didn't want it to stop so now I know what happens when someone cums up your ass... you have to take a dump and get it all out of you or else its just wrong..."

I didn't know what to do so I changed the subject to him.

"Hey I still owe you the rest of that blow job."

"I almost want you to get hard again PJ and fuck my ass it was that hot!"

"Really?"

"Yeah really!"

"So you like that huh?"

"Yeah and since... well since I have trouble... um... well I am not a good cock sucker so maybe instead I can pay you back every time with letting you fuck my ass."

"AJ if that's what we have to do you can jerk me hard and I will be glad to bury my cock in your ass anytime."

"PJ did you have to make it sound dirty? That just sounded wrong dude."

"Sorry." I said.

He started to laugh.

"I was just playing with you lover..." he punched me softly in the arm. "You can do that anytime it's just that hot and good. I bet PJ next time you do that if I was on my back and you jerked me off at the same time I would totally lose my mind when I came."

"Wow that sounds awesome we gotta try that really soon but for now how about I blow you so you can have some enjoyment too?"

"Oh I had plenty but sure I can stand to cum once tonight."

We both smiled and headed over to his bed. I was happy just knowing he wasn't gonna get inside me with his huge 8 inches because I was afraid he might choke me with it after the pain finally stopped if it ever did! I suppose someday he is gonna want to fuck my ass and I won't have a choice but to let him since he is being so open with me and letting me in him so soon. Oh well when it happens, it happens. He got on his bed and started to stroke himself hard while I watched. He stopped and looked at me.

"Its all yours lover... make me cum PJ!"

I blushed the way he said that and then I got in close and started to suck my well hung boy off.

"I am so horny from before PJ this won't take long at all!"

He was right. No sooner then I started sucking I could taste him and about a minute after that he was starting to moan again. I licked his cock all around and sucked as hard as I could and he just yelled out and started firing into my mouth after a little bit. I took what I could before I coughed and backed off letting two streams of cum fly loose all over and watched intently as he lost it, red cheeks, and all. Damn was he cute! He came back from it after a little bit and smiled at me.

"Wow that was awesome. It's all so new I can't really explain it PJ but damn! Freaking hot and just awesome!"

I smiled and he sat up and gave me a kiss. With the smell of cum on him and in the air we but just made out for the next few minutes before he finally broke out lip lock and got up from where he was seated.

"I need a shower and I think you do too. How about another round in a warm shower with soapy hands running all over each other?"

"Sounds too good to pass up." I said.

He stopped at the closet grabbed two towels and before long we were wet, then soapy and then both jerking each other off for round two. This one was almost as intense and just as much fun. We dried off and then dressed before going down to pick through his almost empty refrigerator for something to eat. We hung out and watched TV for the rest of the afternoon touching and fooling around with one another, giggling and kissing and doing all kinds of gay and fun things. My cell rang at 5pm and I had even forgotten I had it. Mom was home and wanted to know about when I would be. I told her a few minutes and after I hung up I grabbed AJ by his crotch once more before I headed to the door to go. We kissed in front of the door and then finally we broke away from one another and I headed home with a big smile on my face knowing what happened this morning and this afternoon has made for one of the best days in my life so far. Now let's see how things are at home. Things were good at home when I got there my brother gave me a hug which again surprised me, are things changing between us now or is this just something that will go away after his fears do? Dad was in an awesome mood and I showed him my cell phone. I got the usual how to treat my new stuff drill and speech then we all had dinner and I went up to my room and called AJ. We chatted for a bit and then we both said I love you to each other in really low voices before I hung up. It was after 7pm so at least my phone call was free from what mom told me earlier. I spent the rest of the night watching TV and hanging out trying to wind down from the excitement of the day.




To be continued......