Chapter 19. Trying to get back to normal.

The silence lasted for about thirty minutes and then boys being boys they started to get fidgety. This of course let to playtime. Even in his state of sadness Nick was still a kid and still had the ‘play’ instinct in him so after both of them starting to move around I put my fingers to work. First I poked Nick softly a few times in the side. At first he squirmed away but remained quiet. After not getting a rise from him the third time I turned to Matt and poked him. The second time he poked back and since he was currently behind me the way I was sitting on the couch I could barely reach him to do much more then poke. After the second time he moved away so I went back to Nick and poked him again, this time he looked at me with a blank face as if to say stop it but I smiled at him and he couldn’t help but to smile back after I made a stupid face. Now he started giggling and Matt couldn’t see what was happening from behind so he began to get annoyed. He then started poking at me which did very little but tell me he was interested. I reached out and grabbed Nick by both sides of his belly and squeezed and from there the battle was on. After screeching out he began to laugh and flail his arms to get free. It didn’t work but what did happen was Matt got up because the amount of movement caused him to fall back and way from us. As I now physically attacked Nick he jumped on my back and I quickly pushed the table away incase either of them rolled off the couch. As I continued to attack Nick’s solar plexus with my fingers his laughing now had turned to begging and screaming out begging for me to stop. I turned to Matt who was begging to get involved and yelled.

“Bring it on little man!” I said to him.

That caused him to jump onto me and I then pinned him on the other side of the couch and started to tickle him the same way as I did to Nick, Although Matt had different spots I still knew them all now. This gave Nick time to catch his breath and before I knew it he was on my back trying to help Matt who was now a deep red from laughing hysterically at the punishment I was giving his most ticklish spots. Nick did little to help at first but finally as I began to tire he was able to pull me back and I fell softly on him pinning him with my back onto the couch behind me. He had no choice but to let go around my neck. Once I was free I turned and attacked him once more. This went on for about ten more minutes before all three of us were exhausted. I lay next to Nick half on him and half on the couch as Matt was behind me pushing at me with his knee occasionally nailing me in the back for attention. I was rubbing Nick’s chest and belly or as much as I could with me almost being on top of him and Nick wasn’t moving or complaining one bit. Finally Matt got up and walked around and looked at both of us.

“Hey that’s no fair when do I get some?” he said.

I looked at Nick,

“What do you think Nick, should he get some too?”

He paused for a second.

“No!” he said flat out.

I looked at Matt who had this look of shock and are you serious on his face. I held a straight face as long as I could before I finally lost it and started to laugh. He went from looking like he was going to cry so breaking off a smile and punching me in the arm in seconds. Nick laughed too and that made me look back at him. With my hand already on his chest it was easy to go from the loving stage I was in to tickle in seconds. He screeched out as I let him have one more quick round of tickling and then I stopped and got up. He quickly caught his breath and looked at me as I stood over him.

“What?” he said.

“Nothing… we are done playing attack for now. I wanted you two in a better mood and I got it.” I looked at Matt and then back at Nick. “Are you two up for an afternoon movie and then some ice cream or dinner and some other things?”

They both cheered at my question. I grabbed the newspaper and looked at it for show times.

“Okay look there is a movie starting at 2pm, its 1:15 now…”

We went on discussing this for a little bit and finally we decided on what we were going to see. It was Wednesday afternoon and a few theaters in the area ran 2pm movies so we had a choice today. The boys were dressed as was I and we were out the door by 1:30 to see the movie that they chose. It was a 20 minute ride so we had lots of time. I wanted some private time with Matt tonight before he had to go back to her so I had an idea for Nick later. Maybe after the movie he would be interested in going to football practice and watching from the side until he could practice in two more days. Friday was what we decided so he could get a decent practice in before the weekend. I will talk to him about it a little later.

We got to the theater and I paid for the tickets and we stopped to fill up on candy, popcorn, and soda that almost put me in the poorhouse alone… now we are headed to our movie in this sixplex. It was semi crowded for a midday and as we walked down the isle to pick out a seat in the dimly lit theater I let the boys go ahead to pick a spot. We settled on a middle seat and with so few in the theater we had a good three rows in front and behind us empty and no one but us in our row. The pre movie crap started as we got comfy and before long the three of us were into the sci-fi thriller that was on the huge screen in front of us. I had Matt on my left leaning on me and Nick on my right. Every time some a spooky or questionable part came on both of them were holding onto or leaning on me, it was great!

Even I got spooked once when someone jumped out of no where and attacked one of the characters in the movie. I looked at both of them as a little embarrassment overcame me but neither of them either showed that they knew I got scared or were too busy being scared themselves to notice. Two hours later the movie was over and we were walking out of the theater talking about the thriller we just saw. Both boys apparently love it and love being spooked while watching it with me. Maybe we will have to do that more in the future at my place.

“That was awesome JR!” Nick said as our eyes adjusted to the daylight when we hit the lobby area.

“Yeah JR, thanks for taking me and Nicky.” Matt said.

“Happy to do it. Now what about an early dinner are either of you hungry yet?”

We talked and decided to wait a little bit before we got to my truck. Once inside I turned to Nick who was sitting next to me in the front seat and I asked him the question I was thinking about mostly during the movie.

“Nick I was wondering if you wanted to go watch football practice tonight while I spent a little private time with Matt since he isn’t allowed to go for now.”

He looked at me and then turned and looked at Matt.

“Sure JR I wouldn’t mind that. Should we eat first or do you think I should be there for the start?”

“I think we should grab a bit of food first then I can drop you off at practice after that and spend a little bit of time with Matt before he has to be home at 8.”

We spent the next minute deciding where to eat and decided to go to the diner uptown. By the time we got there it was close to 4:30 and the day was now quickly slipping by along with my time left with Matt. Its not going to be fun giving him up tonight and its going to take every bit of strength when I drop him off to say good bye till Friday at the will reading or what is supposed to be the reading of his mom’s will. Every time I think about it I get nervous and scared and upset and you name it inside. My belly churns thinking of what and why I was invited. Anyway we are now pulling into the parking area of the diner and about to get out and go pick out some grub for dinner.

“Okay guys lets go grab some food so we can get to what is next.”

“Yeah I want to go watch football practice so I don’t lose track of what is happening.”

“Good for you Nick. I am happy you feel that way so soon after what happened.”

“I was just thinking JR… I gotta move on and get past this or else it might bother me forever.”

I looked at him shook my head in agreement and put my arm around Matt as we walked into the diner. We sat and almost immediately a girl came over and gave us menus and asked us about ordering.

“We could use a few minutes if its okay and I would like a coke.”

“Sure.” She said. “And you boys?”

“Coke too please.” Said Nick.

“I’ll have a root beer.” Matty said to her.

She was off with our drink orders. We looked the menu over and each chose something to fill our bellies. Soon she was back with the drinks and asked what we wanted. We all ordered our food and made small talk until she returned. The boys were fooling around a bit but it was nothing to worry about. Typical kid stuff. One of their friends walked in while we waited and both of them got up and went over to talk to him while his father waved to me as the family went past and was seated across the way. The boys talked for a bit and then they came back over.

“So how did that go?” I asked.

“It was okay. He asked if everything was okay with us. He wanted to know if we were okay after we buried our moms and all.”

“I see. You must know him good.”

“Yeah, he played baseball on the all star team with us last season.”

“Oh… well that’s cool.”

They smiled at me and that conversation ended there. The waitress was bringing out food now so our mouths were to be filled for the next few minutes anyway. We finished eating a bit later and got up from the table. We waved over at them and then headed out. It was just about 5:20 when we got in the truck.

“Okay Nick off to practice for you.”

“Right.”

He knew we needed private time alone tonight and he would have me all to himself again after I dropped off Matt so he probably didn’t care about going to practice tonight. I took off for the field and a few minutes later we were there. I talked to coach Fergus after I let them go mingle with the others and talked to a few of my favorites too. They did their exercises while Bill and I talked. He told me he could handle it all tonight and hoped I would be back tomorrow. I assured him I would be and as they boys headed on their lap I told him and Nick I would see them around 8 and Matt and I walked back to my truck.

“JR I know this isn’t fair but I am glad you dropped Nick off for a while I really do want some time alone with you.”

“I know sweetie. I want some with you too. Now we have it.”

I looked down at the clock in the truck.

“Its 5:45 we have to have you home by 8 and I have to be back here to get Nick at 8 too so you and I are going to have to leave a little early so you aren’t late and she isn’t mad.”

“I know.” He said as he put his head down.

I reached out and gently lifted it and he looked at me.

“Look Matt I hate this as much as you do but right now she is in charge and she could have made you come back last night so as far as I am concerned this is a gift tonight. Lets not get down about it besides maybe something good will happen at the reading of the will Friday.”

“I sure hope so Jeremy. I can’t take living there anymore! Especially after being with you yesterday and today. It’s been good and if I didn’t lose mom it would have been great.”

“I know Matt, I know.”

I started the truck and we headed home. Shortly I pulled into the driveway and it felt odd being home at this time when I knew practice was going on. Matt scurried into the house and right upstairs as soon as I opened the door. I went to do a few things and check messages and he was already yelling for me after two minutes.

“BE RIGHT UP MATT, KEEP YOUR PANTS ON!”

I screamed up not realizing what I had said until afterwards. I shook my head as I checked the answering machine and he yelled something back down but I was too busy listening to the message. It was from a friend in town I had contacted about Matt. It said…

“Jeremy… this is John Whiteman. I did some looking into your problem with Matthew and I don’t have good news but also there is nothing too bad either. A source told me that there is a will reading on Friday and although he didn’t know much about what is in the will he said that there is a possibility there might be something good to come from this. Also I did some checking with an attorney friend and he told me that if you wanted to fight for custody of Matt you probably would have a tough battle but if you could prove he would be better with you there is a slim chance you might be able to convince the proper judge its in his best interest. Either way a court fight would cost some decent cash and I don’t know if you have it. I can help some but I don’t have a lot to offer there either. Sorry but that’s all I have for you my friend. Take care and I hope you get what you want.”

There was a click and I hit stop and put my head down. As I stood there I felt Matt come up behind me.

“I guess you heard all that huh?”

“Yes sir I didn’t mean to but it was loud enough that I couldn’t miss it.”

“He was my last hope Matty. I didn’t know what he could do for me if anything but I wanted to try. I am sure he did his best but I had a feeling I already knew what he going to say.”

Matt came over and hugged me from behind.

“Thanks JR. I know it wasn’t good but at least you tried and I love you so much for fighting for me.”

I fought back tears as I turned and held him tightly to me. After a bit he let go and grabbed my hand.

“Come on time is wasting and I wanna be with you before I have to go home!”

He took off and I realized for the first time he was in just his underwear. I smiled and headed upstairs after him. What a kid!! I got to my room and he was standing in front of my bed about ready to pull off his underwear for me.

“Wait don’t take your boxers off yet, let me catch up.”

I sat on the bed and pulled off my shoes and then my shirt before I got up. I was in my socks and boxers now as I pulled my undershirt off and threw it on the bed. I looked at him.

“You ready?”

“Oh yeah. All day!”

“You horn dog, wasn’t last night good enough?”

“No way! I want lots more!”

I laughed… damn teens never have enough. Awww hell neither did I! I got on the bed and he followed.

“So what’s it gonna be Matt?”

“I wanna suck you off JR. you did me last night it’s my turn to pay back.”

“Okay.”

I got down on the bed and put my head on my pillow and he got down by my boxers and immediately started to rub me through them. It felt great!! To me right or wrong this is what it’s all about. Loving a child and being able to show it without much fear of being found out… right or wrong. As Matt starting playing I immediately began to grow. It took all of a minute if that long for me to push up my boxers as he continued to play around with my cock through them.

“Okay JR… time to let you loose.”

As he did all the work I lay and enjoyed his touch. He worked my boxers out from underneath me and pulled them past my hard on freeing my cock from their hold. He quickly slid them down my legs and then off me as he threw them aside swiftly turning back to focus on me. He reached out and took hold of my hard cock and ran his hand up and down my shaft a few times.

“How’s that feel JR?”

“Awesome as always cute boy.”

He smiled at me and went back to stroking my hard cock. It felt like no one had touched me there in weeks even if it was just a little while since my last encounter. With his sweet and gentle hand running the length of my hard cock it didn’t take long in my current state of mind to get me close. Normally I can last a few minutes minimum but the way he was rubbing me and me watching his face as he did it and his tongue hanging out onto his lip just a little bit made me horny as hell and brought me closer to orgasm quicker then ever before. I could feel the wetness and see it glisten off the top of my cock now as he stroked me faster and faster.

“I am almost there Matty.”

He looked at me and stopped for a second.

“Why did you stop?”

“I dunno. The way you said that made it sound like you didn’t want it to happen that fast so I stopped.”

“Okay Matt then you can go back to it. Sorry.”

He smiled and got back into position. This time though he surprised me. He started getting his head down by my cock and he stuck his tongue out and licked the tip of my cock. He didn’t make a face and then he took my hard red head and put his mouth over it. Ohhhhh that felt awesome! He did his best to take more and more of me inside his mouth as he wet me as much as he could. He had gotten much better, probably from watching me do it to him and I wasn’t about to stop him. Not for a second! As his improved his motion I began to get close again and after a minute of his sucking my cock I was there.

“Matt I am close again. I don’t know if you want me to cum in your mouth or not.”

He stopped and looked at me.

“Its okay JR you have done that for me so much I don’t mind, really I don’t.”

“Okay then go back to what you were doing and it shouldn’t take long before you get what is coming.”

“Okay.” He said.

He started slurping up and down my cock once more and boy was it awesome! I was almost there now and the little brat grabbed my nuts and started to rub them. I let out a gasp and he looked up and me. I closed my eyes after that and he didn’t stop. I was almost there now. A couple more….. Ahhhh that’s it!

“Matt I’m gonna cum!”

Seconds later I began firing off into his mouth. No sooner then the first shot hit him he backed off in panic mode and let the rest fly. By then I was all but out of it and all I remember is him letting me go and eventually me milking the rest of my orgasm out me as I drifted off not knowing what else was happening around me. A few minutes later as the feeling subsided I opened my eyes and looked at Matt. He had cum on his lip and some on his chin but he was in one piece. I grabbed my shirt.

“Come here Matt.”

He scooted up from my legs next to me.

“Hold still.”

I reached out and wiped the cum off his face for him.

“What was it?” he asked.

“Some of my cum was on your face.”

“Ohhh.”

He reached up and felt where I wiped.

“Feels weird JR.”

“Yeah, you know how if feels.”

He shook his head yes.

“So how was I JR?”

“You were awesome sweetie. Totally awesome!”

He smiled with my praise. I glanced over at the clock. 6:45 we had time for me to do him and still shower before Nick’s practice ended and Matt had to be home. I wiped what was on me off and then looked at Matt.

“Okay Matt, your turn.”

As I got up he flew past me like it was his last time ever that this would happen. I gently smacked his cute buns as he scooted by on all fours. Damn I love those cute bubble butt cheeks! I wish I could just rub and run my hands over them for a while. He took my place with his beautiful cock already all but stiff and I got down between his legs and started to wet him with my lips. No time to play around if we wanted a nice shower afterwards. I got right to work and sucked on his sweet stick of love. He had his eyes closed before I knew it and I could taste a little love forming at the top of his hardness after hardly no time at all. Quickly he began to meet my lips with his hips as we rocked back and forth together. Me sucking with all I had and him licking his lips and letting out the occasional moan of pleasure. I started rubbing over his butt hole and this brought him quickly to a new level of excitement as he was now fucking my mouth with his cock he was pushing so hard. His eyes were closed tightly and his hands grasping the sheets with both in fists he panted something out and then started firing away his someone delightful boyish load into my mouth. He gasped one time and then said something I couldn’t make out before he stopped all together and just lay there enjoying his flood of emotions inside his head. I got every bit of what he offered me with nothing even running down my chin, the boy tasted sweet and yummy! After about a minute he opened his eyes and smiled at me.

“Wow JR it was good then you touched my butt hole and I went crazy. I mean you started to make me feel so much better that when I got my feeling it was so strong it wiped me out. That was awesome!” he said as he sat up.

I scooted up next to him and put my arm around him in a half hug.

“Glad you enjoyed it cute boy. All we have time for is a shower and then we need to get you back home.”

He looked at me sadly.

“JR… I am already home. This is my home!”

I didn’t know what to say to him. I got up from the bed on the verge of having tears in my eyes. I so badly wanted him to stay. I so badly wanted him to be at football practice with me, instead of both of us here preparing for him to go back to her. My tears quickly turned to anger as he said something to me once more but I was so engrossed in my feelings I totally missed it. I stopped my thoughts and turned half way to him.

“I’m sorry Matt what did you say?”

“I just wanted to know if you were okay JR?”

“Yes Matt, I am fine.” I said without looking directly at him. “I am going to start the shower water. You can join me anytime you want.”

“Okay.”

With that I walked out of the room naked and into the bathroom and wiped my moistened eyes with my fingers before starting the water. Seconds after I had the water going I could feel him brush up behind me and then he brought his arm up to my back touching my just above my butt as I adjusted the water.

“Okay sweet boy we are good to go.”

I stepped in and he followed as I moved back to let him in. I watched him get into the tub in all his beauty and them look at me. I smiled and he smiled back.

“Grab the soap cutie and I’ll wash your back for you after you get wet.”

He handed it to me and then ran himself under the shower while I waited. I began to run the soap and my hand over his back and then rub it in from his shoulders to his butt. He stood there motionless enjoying my touch all over his back. A few minutes later he was all soaped up and I was watching his rinse off. After he rinsed I moved in closer as he backed into me and I bent over and kissed the back of his neck a few times. He turned and looked at me.

“Thanks JR. I love you.”

We hugged as the water ran onto us and I held him tightly too me with one hand on his head and the other draped over him and onto his back. I kissed the top of his wet head a few times before letting go.

“I hate to break that up Matt but we have to finish and get you back.”

“Yeah, I know.” He said dejectedly.

He grabbed the soap and washed my back for me which felt awesome and after he was done I rinsed off and then I turned off the water and we both got out and dried off. Things were mostly quiet for the rest of the bathroom time and I finished first and headed out to my room to dress. I finished before Matt who was moping on purpose knowing the end of his good time was a few minutes away. I walked over and stood in his doorway as he slowly put one sock on and then the other. We had plenty of time so I didn’t rush him. It was barely 7:30. I wanted to be sure we weren’t late so I didn’t spend as much time in the shower as I wanted to. He looked up at me and our eyes met. I smiled and he looked like he wanted to but he didn’t. I stood watching as he slowly finished his socks and then put on pants and a shirt. Ten minutes later we were heading downstairs and bringing his stuff to the door that he brought with him.

“Hey Matt.” I said breaking up the total silence in the house.

“Yeah?” he said blandly.

“Don’t be so upset. In a few days we have the reading of the will. Maybe something good will happen.”

“Maybe, but I still have to go back there now and I don’t want to. I would rather be at football practice.”

“I know Matt I would too.”

I checked the house and then helped Matt by grabbing one of his clothes bags and we headed out to the truck. He got in and I went around and got in too after we loaded his stuff inside. I started the truck and we headed off to the witches house so I could drop him off. The ride over was quiet as I reached out and put my hand on his knee. He put his hand on top of mine and gave it a squeeze and I drove the rest of the way with it there. A few minutes later I pulled up in front of her house and before we could get out both his sister and brother came running down to greet him at the door. He got hugs from them which appeared to make him feel a little better. I followed up carrying one of his bags as they both said hi to me after Matt headed upstairs. I patted both of them on the head and smiled and they turned and followed their big brother up into the house while I waited outside for him to come back down. I heard a few things said but couldn’t make out what it was and then Matt came back down for his other bag.

“She is already barking out orders for me JR!” he said in disgust.

I grabbed him by the arm as he turned to go back upstairs and he looked at me.

“You behave and do the best you can Matt. Don’t let her get to you or she will win. Take care of your brother and sister they care a lot about you!”

“I will JR. I will do my best I promise.”

I leaned in closer to him.

“I love you Matthew. We will talk soon and if anything changes I will call.”

“I love you too JR. Thanks for a great day today and for being there for me with my mom.”

He gave me a hug and then grabbed his stuff that he had just dropped to hug me and headed upstairs. I watched him go and then at the top he waved to me and I shut the door and turned to go. I got back to my truck and started it not wanting to leave but this wasn’t good bye it was just a temporary thing…. I knew it was…. It had to be! I headed to the field to watch the end of practice and to pick up Nick. A few minutes later I pulled into the parking area of the field and after parking I got out and walked over to Bill. I was early and they were still running offense so I watched and talked for a bit talking to a few of the kids and Bill about how practice was going. Ten minutes and a few plays later Bill blew the whistle and called an end to practice. After some sprints and a good talking to about what he saw that was wrong he asked me if I had anything to say and I told him that tomorrow was defensive practice day and that we had a bunch of things to go over. A few minutes later he broke up practice and Nick came over to me immediately after the team started to file out.

“How did it go JR?”

“How did what go Nick?”

“Ya know you and Matt?”

“It was great but saying goodbye sucked!”

He gave me a bit of a hug but not too much because we were still around a lot of people.

“Thanks Nick.”

We walked on out with Bill and I talked to him for a bit before I got into the truck with Bastion and Nick. Tommy had his own ride home tonight but he did come over and say goodbye to me before he left. We drove home with very little said except for a few things that Bastion asked me. After we got out Bastion thanked me for the ride home and he headed next door and I went over to open the house. Nick went in and immediately upstairs.

“I’m gonna shower JR I feel all stinky from practice.”

“Okay Nick.”

I went over to check my messages and I had one. I pushed play.

“….. Hey JR it’s me, Matt. I wanted to call and say thanks for what you did for me the past two days and I love you. I will be thinking of you tonight and tomorrow. I better go before she finds out I am on the phone to you. She is already being such a…” his voice trailed off as he didn’t say it. “Anyway thanks again and I miss you already. Bye JR.”

Then it clicked and beeped as it ended. I smiled and if it’s possible at the same time I was mad. But there was very little I could do for now. I went and put the TV on and waited for Nick to finish and come down. About a half hour later he came downstairs and immediately over to me.

“Is it okay if I sit with you?”

“I would be upset if you didn’t.”

He smiled and got on the couch next to me.

“How was practice?” I asked.

“It was okay but not the same without you there to yell and give advice.”

I reached out and put my hand on him.

“Yeah Nick I know.”

“Did you have a good time here?” he asked.

“Yes Matt and I had a great time.”

“I figured you would. I mean… You and him and… maybe I better just leave it at that.”

He turned a little red.

“Sorry Nick. I know what you are saying. I do understand. If you want to do something all you have to do is tell me.”

“Maybe later JR. I am still not totally over the thing with my dad and if you don’t mind I just want to sit here, watch TV with you, and just be with you.”

“I don’t mind at all.”

I sat up and he leaned on me, I put my arm around him and we just watched TV for a while. We spent the next few hours flipping through the channels and looking for something to occupy our minds. We watched a few shows on the science channel together on how they make stuff and it got late really fast.

“Okay bud. Its almost 11 and I have to work so I am going to bed. You can stay up a little longer or head up too.”

“Nah I am gonna go up with you and get some rest. Tomorrow we have practice and I want to be ready for it.”

“Okay Nick,”

I knew that was a lame excuse but he really didn’t need any excuse. He was free to do what he wanted as long as he wasn’t staying up too late. I shut off the TV and checked the doors before heading up with Nick. He watched me secure the house and then followed me up. At the top of the steps I went into my room and he went over into his. I figured that would be the end of it for the night as I got undressed. I went into the bathroom and did my thing and came out and sat on my bed to set my alarm for the morning. I heard the door shut and I guess Nick was doing the same so I put out my lights and got into bed. I slowly drifted off to sleep as did Nick in his room.

I woke to my alarm and knew it was morning already. Apparently Nick wanted to be alone so he didn’t come in to sleep here so either he needs his space or he just was so exhausted he slept straight through the night. I headed into the bathroom to do my thing and looked in on Nick before changing for work. He was sleeping peacefully so I cracked his door open a little and went to dress. Without a problem I was dressed and ready to leave by 5:30. After I left I stopped at my morning store picked up my usual paper, coffee and a roll and headed into work. I got in the night guys were getting up or already dressed and ready to leave. I was told the night was totally quiet and they didn’t get a single call. The first time for that in almost two weeks. My shift went quietly too and other then a trash fire and a minor accident that needed a wash down we did very little today but clean and make sure the place was in top shape. By Two o’clock it was time to go and I hardly broke a sweat today. We said our good byes for the day and I headed home. No more off days till Saturday now but the chief does know I have the will reading tomorrow and he is letting me go a little early. I got home and there was a note from Nick that he was next door with Bastion so I went up to get into shorts and no sooner then I was changed the doorbell rang. I headed down and went to the door. I opened the door and it was Tommy.

“Well what brings you here?”

“Can I come in coach?”

“Sure come on in.”

He walked in and turned to look at me.

“What’s up Tom are you okay?”

“Yeah just a little lonely and bored.” He looked at me. “Do you think maybe we can do something?”

“What did you have in mind?”

“I don’t know maybe something like last time. You know what I mean coach?”

“You mean sex Tommy?”

He turned a little red and looked down.

“Yeah I guess you could say that.”

“They say it.” I said back to him.

He looked up at me.

“What do you mean JR?”

“I mean if you are man enough to come here and want to do something with me then be man enough to come out and say it. You know as well as I do that it’s not right but that didn’t stop us last time and it didn’t stop you from hinting at how much you enjoyed it, correct?”

“Well yeah but I didn’t know… you just wanted me to come right out and say it.”

“I want you to be smart and use this.” I said pointing to his head. “If no one is around don’t be afraid to ask for what you want with me. If someone is around then by all means be careful.”

“Okay coach, I just wasn’t sure how to do it.”

I smiled at him.

“It’s okay. I am alone so you can just ask and speak freely.”

“I know you are alone I was just next door with Bastion and Nick. They were so busy playing some game that they hardly had time for me so I figured if Nick was there you would be alone.”

“Smart thinking.”

“Yeah, I do that sometimes.”

I smiled again and messed his hair.

“So big boy where to?”

“Huh?”

“I mean do you feel more comfortable downstairs or in my room?”

“I really don’t care JR I just want you to….”

“To what Tommy?”

“To make me feel good again like last time I guess.”

“Okay let’s go upstairs.”

He was cute but when he acted all shy like this the little bit of red in his cheeks made him look even better.

“Okay Tom head on up, I’ll follow.”

He went to the steps and I was two behind him watching his sweet thirteen year old ass as he climbed each step. I so badly wanted to pat it like I did with my two but I didn’t know how that would go over so I just watched him. This should be interesting since I am going to be with him for the first time in my room and it can go either way. Let’s just hope he doesn’t feel trapped in there. Last time he was basically out in the open and for some reason this is giving me different feelings about what could happen.

To be continued...